Wandering around with your eyes wide shut?!

Do you ever feel like that's what people do DAILY in their lives? That's the very thing I used to do. Wander around life like I was fine, like I had the answers, but at the same time I didn't know a thing. It was if I was sleep walking around life for YEARS before I finally woke up and realized a few things! I better do something with my life before it's too late. After all, the weight will be harder to get off the older I get, life will not stop for little ole me to get my act together! I am GLAD I snapped out of my coma and started doing something with my life instead of continuing to walk around like everything was fine and dandy when it wasn't. I had settled, I had gotten STAGNANT in my life. HOW STUPID is that?! Tell me why did I do that? When I get up in front of people and testify about what I went through at my OWN doing, and that I have turned things around and have made a change for the better, I look at the faces looking back at me. Some are moved and are inspired. Others seem to be physically there but not really there at the same time. It's difficult to explain. If people REALLY wanted to change then they wouldn't waste their own precious time sitting there or standing there in front of me while I go on n on talking about how passionate I am for what I do! They might as well go and do something else, if what I'm saying means nothing, or what I'm saying is so annoying, I would think they would tell me, say something, ANYTHING, to let me know that they aren't interested in what I have to say and what I have to offer! But no, some people will stand there in a daze as I pitch my shpeal at them hoping to move and inspire them, they will say absolutely NOTHING, and then after I'm done, they'll go happily on their merry little way. OR on the other hand there are people who will REALLY listen to what I have to offer and what I have LIVED and those people will be inspired to make a change for the better in their lives, and then those people will then go on to inspire MORE people!! I would like to ask you that may read this, what do you do in YOUR life. Do you wander around your life with your eyes wide shut? or are you conscious all during the day ready to soak up something new that you may grow as a person and become better? My hope is that you live your life full of life, and that you seek any opportunity that may come into your life, and learn from it, become a better person! and then let the biggest blessing happen, which is go and inspire others from what you have learned! Cuz if you don't do that? If you don't pay it forward to someone else? well then that's a life well wasted! and what a SHAME that would be! Just my two cents ;)